my past life and how I came to serve Lord Narasimha again !

[Paramananda das]

my past life and how I came to serve Lord Narasimha again !
One astrologer in Madhurai South India did my horoscope and told me in my previous life I was born in South India and was a Brahminical king and Vaisnava later the next year 1986 in Kakinada Andra Pradesh a famous Sri Vaisnava astrologer did the horoscope for a young devotee couple and he insisted he wanted to do my chart also he told me the same thing, that I was a king who used to also have to judge people but I once made a big mistake and thus i was born in the west to Serve Lord Narasimha and spread the glories of Visnu bhakti. I normally do nto share this but there is one Maha Sudarshan mantra that seems so familiar to me as if i used to chant it , I am very attracted to it as if it is an old friend coming back to me this is why I remembered these past incidents I seemed to have been fortunate because when I read Srila Prabhupadas books when I was 17 and 18 everything was natural and easy for me to understand and accept so these astrologers statements independent of each other are interesting , I properly will never know what mistakes I did in my past to not complete my bhakti , but I once had a dream of Lord Nityananda Prabhu stating this will be my last birth in the material world, I pray that dream in Vrindavana in Aindra Prabhus room on Nityananda Trayodasi in 1987 will come true ,dear devotees kindly pray for me I may make it back to Godhead in this birth ,despite my mistakes and faults kindly forgive me if I have offended anyone of you by my body mind or words I want to live by Lord Krsnas teaching of Bhagavad Gita at the end of chapter 12
Om Shreem Hreem Kleem
Krishnaaya Govindaaya
Gopeejana vallabhaaya
Paraya Param Purushaaya Paramathmaney
Para Karma Manthra Yanthra Thantra
Owshadha Visha Aabhichara Astra Shastraani
Samhara Samhara Mrithyur Mochaya Mochaya!
Om Namo Bhagavathey Maha Sudarshanaaya
Om Prom Reem Rum
Deepthrey Jwaala Pareethaya
Sarwa Dhikshobhana Karaaya
Hoom Phat Para Brahmaney
Param Jyothishey Swaaha!
Om Namo Bhagavathey Sudarshanaaya
Om Namo Bhagavathey Maha Sudarshanaaya
Maha Chakraya Maha Jwalaaya
Sarva Roga Prashamanaya
Karma Bandha Vimochanaya
Paadaathi Mastha Paryantham
Vaada Janitha Rogaan
Pitha Janitha Rogaan
Shlesma Janitha Rogaan
Daathu sankalikoth bhava
Naanaa Vikaara Rogaan
Nasaya Nasaya
Prasamaya Prasamaya
Aarogiyam Dehi Dehi
Om Sahas rara Hum Phat Swaha!
Maha Sudarshana Mantra translation :
“O Lord Krishna, you are the protector and controller of the universe. You are also supreme being and the beloved of the gopikas. O Paramathma, protect me from all sorts of evils. You are the Lord who has the entire world in his hands. You are also the one who holds the Sudarshana chakra and destroys the evil in all eight directions. I now completely surrender myself to you.”