Authors humble realization (for my Narasimha book)

[Paramananda das]

In 1979 while I first visited the temple in Sweden , Korsnas Gard, also known as New Radha Kunda.: we went on a blissful harinama and chanting and being allowed to distribute prasadam to onlooker was really blissful, on the way back the devotees had a long Narasimha Kirtan, and I really felt the presence of Lord Narasimha by the mercy of the devotees.
When I joined the temple I was allowed to make sandalwood every day for one Lord Narasimha Deity worshipped by Krsna Ksetra Prabhu for the protection of Harikesa and the devotees that was preaching in Russia too. I felt a very close connection too Lord Narasimha through this little service, and in May of
1979 ,the was a very ecstatic celebration for Lord Narasimhadevs apperanceday at Korsnas gaard with Harikesa leading the chanting of the Narasimha Mantra.
Very soon while helping start a preaching center in Copenhagen, the worship of Lord Narasimha seemed so much important being only 3 devotees in a country that seemed full of atheists.
Later that year we saw many powerful german sankirtana devotees lead a long Narasimha kirtan in Schloss Retershof in Germany it was amazing-- and you could feel Lord Narasimhadev fully present in that Kirtan.
I was there for the installation of Lord Narasimha in 1982 in Germany, devotees had been really harrassed and suffered , but after the installation of Lord Narasimha, it appeared that this harassment stopped by Lord Narasimhadevas grace.
I can never forget we sankirtana devotees came back from a marathon and when we came to the temple near Passau (close to the German- Austrian border) the devotee headed by the sankirtana leaders started to lead Kirtanas and we all chanted all night long until mongal artik.The installation of Prahlada Narasimha was amazing.
Later Lord Narasimha was installed in New Vrindavan around 1986
we
also been given darshan of this wonderful Prahlada Narasimha deity, and in Mayapure ,we have all seen Ugra Narasimha-- and in Tiruana Mexico we have seen one Deity of Lord Narasimha ( I believe this temple is now closed).
In 1986 I started to worship Ugra Narasimha Salagram Sila that I continued to worship until 1998 when I got married ( Ugra Narasimha worship is not meant for grhasthas really )
I have been to Ahovalam a 3 times
MangalaGiri 3 times, and Simhacalam 4 times these places are very dear to me as I am an aspiring Narasimha Bhakta .
However my realization is that Lord Narasimha is more happy when He comes to Navadvipa and Vrindavan
and is given a role in Krsnas pastimes, and Lord Caitanyas pastimes.
This is my small realization , besides this Lord Narasimha has protected even a fallen soul like myself many times--He is really my eternal guide and protector-- I bow to :Lord Narasimhadevas lotusfeet and pray He will lead me to the lotusfeet of Lord Caitanya and Radha Krsna in Vrindavan.
May Lord Narasimha and Prahlada Maharaja bless all who have read this book, may Srila Prabhupadas lotusfeet be present eternally in your hearts..those who read this book will find many truths about Lord Narasimha that is not easy to find for a devotee thus this book has simply been written for the pleasure of those who are sincere devotees of Lord Narasimha-- it is only by the mercy of the devotees of Lord Narasimha this book has been written--and without the mercy of Srila Prabhupada I could not even have
dared lift a pen to write this .Srila Prabhupada on board Jaladutta also had darshan of Lord Narasimha--while he had heart attacks Lord Narasimha protected Srila Prabhupada personally-- this happened again in 1967--and Srila Prabhupada took the opportunity to introduce the western world to the worship of Lord Narasimha, also at his passing in Vrindavan in 1977 we see there was a beautiful picture of Lord Narasimha at Srila Prabhupadas head, thus Srila Prabhupada was always protected by Lord Narasimha. He was always praying to Lord Narasimha for the protection of ISKCON and the purity of ISKCON.Thus we are all eternally blessed with the parental guidance of Srila Prabhupada and Lord Narasimha to help us enter the eternal pastimes of Lord Caitanya and Radha -Krsna. There is many other issues about Lord Narasimha but His glories are unlimited , I have simply tried to taste one drop of the nectar from Lord Narasimhadevas lotus feet, to purifie myself and share it with those, that do not take offence to me having tried to glorify Lord Narasimha. Those who are envious of glorification of Lord Narasimha are most unfortunate.Lord Narasimha has asked us all to follow in the footsteps of Sri Prahlada Maharaja..if this book even for a split second gets the blessings of Prahlada Maharaja this author considers it perfect.By worship of Laxmi Narasimha in dasya rasa we will one day become purified to be abel to worship Radha and Krsna ,this gift has been given by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and though raga marg is far away from the mind of many , Sri Narasimha removes the anarthas to one day allow the sweet names of Krsna , His pastimes , qualities ,form to enter the depth of the devotees heart..if this book helps even one soul attain the lotusfeet of Gaura Nitai and Krsna Balarama, then perhaps even we can in one life be saved from this material world .

This book is obviously not like the books of Srila Prabhupada and I pray to Srila Prabhupada it will inspire devotees to read the 7 canto of Srimad Bhagavatam and dive into the wonderful purports of His divine Grace.