when Bhakti Caru Swami said Sudarshan chakra might kill me !

[Paramananda das]

when Bhakti Caru Swami said Sudarshan chakra might kill me !

That was in 1996 ,i had written a long letter to the GBC it was like an Atom bomb that must have blown up a lot of false egoes ,but many GBC regulations where passed based on my complain one of them is in regards to demigod worship in ISKCON ,having Mayavadis speak , Satya Narayana pujas etc .I also warned the GBC that I was sure Harikesa would soon fall down from Bhakti .I did not even care to tell them why ,it would take so much extra time out of my sankirtana ..Bhakti Caru Swami came up to me : I think Sudarshan Chakra might kill you.My thought if you are not sure SHUT UP.Of course that was vaisnava aparadha,, I had seen many offences Harikesa had done for years to Vaisnavas and Krsna from within told me clearly he will fall down.It did not come from me but from Lord Krsna that knows past present and future.Now that dear Bhakti Caru Swami is gone I am smiling at his words ,I just came from worshipping my Giriraja Silas ,Salagrama silas and Sudarshan Chakra is included in that my head remains and so does my daily worshipping Sudarshan Chakra : Where ever dear Bhakti Caru Swami is I pray Sudarshan chakra protect him .I did not talk with Bhakti Caru Swami from 1996 till properly around end of summer of 1998 ,Bhakti Cari Swami was at the ratha Yatra in Washington DC I believe it was in 98 could have been 99 my memeory fails me.He said I am sorry for you loss of Harikesa .I was laughing inside, an apology from 1996 would be proper Vaisnava gentleman behavior I said nothing , I learned long ago that often disciples of Srila Prabhupada are a disappointment in certain circumstances.I learned long ago to put my faith in Srila Prabhupada and Krsna first before I listen to any of Srila Prabhupadas disciples .Jaya Sri Sudarshan Chakra please always protect me from my socalled enemies :

cakram yugäntänala-tigma-nemi

bhramat samantäd bhagavat-prayuktam

dandagdhi dandagdhy ari-sainyam äshu

kaksam yathä väta-sakho hutäshaha

Set into motion by the Supreme Personality of Godhead and wandering in all the four directions, the disc of the Supreme Lord has sharp edges as destructive as the fire of devastation at the end of the millennium. As a blazing fire burns dry grass to ashes with the assistance of the breeze, may that Sudarsana cakra burn our enemies to ashes.