reinitiation

[Paramananda das]

The question was raised :

U took initiation from Harikesha Swami.
But what do you mean by reinitiation?

How can it possible?

The answer is Harikesa since i joined ISKCON never ever attended mangal artik and full morning program thus disobeying Srila Prabhupada ,he became more and more independent thinking he is an acarya.He did not chant 64 rounds as an acarya is supposed to do he also was way to much attached to money power and women ,thus he fell down and refused to take help and give up the stolen money.The offical ISKCON version was he won the lottery of making lots of money on the sock echange in Russia, but secretly he was keeping accounts and stashing money away .He is not the only one that does this in ISKCON other sannyasis does this also .Many of them .This is not vaisnava behavior but money behavior .Thus according to Krsna Bhajanamrita I had to take reinitiation again.I choose Srila Narayana Maharaja who was the closets to me .If I had waited longer time I might have taken instead from Srila Bhakti Pramod Puri Maharaja or Bhakti Vaibhava Puri Maharaja who where senior to Srila Narayana Maharaja but I took some Siksa instruction from Bhakti Pramoda Puri Maharaja who was a long time friend of Srila Prabhupada and his godbrother .Though my association with Gaudiya math lasted 6 year,Srila Prabhupada came in my dream and told me to take shelter in him alone and be always in ISKCON ,otherwise without Srila Prabhupadas request personally I would have never returned to ISKCON that I considered to fallen and lost in unlimeted deviations.Devotees should read Krsna Bhajanamrta translated by SUbhag Maharaja and Jayapataka Swami .It explains when one should take reinitiation