I am not going to take Diksa in ISKCON again to please some neophytes

[Paramananda das]

I am not going to take Diksa in ISKCON again to please some neophytes
Dandavat Pranams
All glories to Srila Prabhupada  
When I joined ISKCON in 1979 and first came to the temple ,I was under the impression Srila Prabhupada was still very much alive and I had hoped to take initiation from him.Within 15 minutes of my entry to the Hare Krsna temple in Sweden ,ISKCON Kornaas , devotees told me Srila Prabhupada had left this world in November 14th 1977 .Here I was 1 year and 3 months to late .I was in tears. Now who would become my Spiritual master? Well Srila Prabhupada was the Guru I chose in my heart since I started reading his books in June of 1977 .Well Srila Prabhupada always remained my Guru ...but yes I had a Diksa and Siksa Guru in ISKCON , Harikesa..that is another story , but he did fall down , I was not shocked Krsna had told me in my heart and I warned the GBC 2 years prior in 1996 , that Harikesa is going to fall down. So I eventually got reinitiated by Srila Narayana Maharaja , I really was not inspired by ANYONE in ISKCON to take Diksa from ..Disciples of Jayapataka Swami in Dubai later suggested I take reinitiation from JPS, but though I have met him I have seen he did not chant 16 rounds even daily ...so that would be insane to take him as a Guru..Bhakti Vikas Swami suggested I take reinitiation from him , I wrote him are you out of your mind ? Srila Narayana Maharaja joined the Hare Krsna movement 30 years before you and it by far your senior, he chanted 64 rounds daily Srila Prabhupada was very close with Srila Narayana Maharaja and was the first devotee Srila Prabhupada send letter to in India when he came to USA.There is another example of a disciple that serves in ISKCON and initiated by Srila Narayana Maharaja that is Mukunda Datta Prabhu head pujari of ISKCON Vrindavana .So I joined before Mukunda Datta in ISKCON , and have distributed lots of books for Srila Prabhupada for over 40 years so who say I am not in ISKCON ? But in 2004 Srila Prabhupada came to me in my dreams and every night for 1 week I had a dream of Srila Prabhupada clearly instructing me to be in ISKCON and serving him directly .Srila Prabhupadas order to me ,you just take shelter of me directly , and worship me no need of any other Guru.If anyone has a problem with it I say go to hell where you belong .
your servant in service to Srila Prabhupada
Paramananda das
Ps How in the world would I take reinitiation from someone less advanced in KC than myself and who is not even chanting 64 rounds daily ? Giving up and Uttama Adhikari Guru who was my Diksa Guru Srila Narayana Maharaja to take shelter of a 2 cent neophyte that may fall down at any second?
If you cant not chant 64 rounds daily you can not even save yourself then what to speak of others and you are disobeying Lord Gauranga
prabhura achaye sankhya tina laksha nama;
eka laksha bhaktagane kaila kripa dana.
"Lord Gauranga Mahaprabhu standard was to chant 3,00,000 names everyday. But He very mercifully awarded His devotees the process of chanting a minimum of 1,00,000 names of Krishna daily.