Some exchange with my Gurudeva I worship

[Paramananda das]

Some exchange with Srila Gurudeva I worship!
I want to share an exchange with Srila Gurudeva .In 1989 he asked me in his room in Mathura what relationship I like the most with Sri Krsna.No one really ask you that kind of deep question mostly but Srila Gurudeva did.I said I really love the priya narma Sakhas ,Srila Narayana Maharaja ,He then asked me if I knew the 5 different kind of Sakhas .I told him he said that is very nice I know the spedifics, and he said something that astonished me, I offer my pranams to your eagerness to remember Sri Krsnas pastimes .Now I felt very humbled and unworthy coming from the lotus mouth of Srila Gurudeva .He said what ever desire we have in relationship with Sri Krsna can be fullflled but we must chant 1 Lahk daily also and remember the Vraja Lilas that attract our heart and we must be absorbed in Asta Kaliya lila Smarana ,I never forget this moment with Srila Gurudeva ,I offer lamps and insence that Srila Gurudeva fanned bhakti in my heart , that was when I knew only he is my true Gurudeva ,he understand my heart