keeping with the dasas, and dasis and Swamis and taking a bath in Donkey Urin !

[Paramananda das]

Keeping with the dasas ,Dasis and Swamis ! Taking a bath in Donkey urin !
In the material world there is so much envy, and people compete, actually I remember when I was a kid in sports it is all about who is bigger greater and faster and better, so I always had to improve my skills in Badminton, Swiming, handball ,soccer, throwing spear, high jumbing, long jumbping ,distance running, sprint like 60 m and 10 meter and 200 meter and 400 meter running and 1500 m running etc ,8 Km running ,every saturday I was competing in school for bigger grades, even in KC there is so much competition, the karmis keep up with the Jonses, or in my country of birth Denmark with the Larsen and Hansen and so on, ok do you worship a Govardhana sila with Krsnas picture do you chant 64 rounds daily ,what knowledge you really have about Lord Narasimha those are ways my mind stays in the competition with the devotees? Of course this is all nonsense and a trick of the mind , but this is how we are raised.Did Germany not try to win the competition and conquer the whole world with violence ? Demoniac, devotees are not interested in this competition or are we? When you have dedicated your life to book distribution it was constant competition even the sannyasis and GBCs and Gurus get envious of you when they see you distribute so many books and they sit on their rare end doing nothing ...oh you better get married now, or leave my temple, you big time book distributor. I have been chastised many times for being to fired up to distribute Prabhupadas books, oh you distribute so many books now sell paintings though it is agaisnt Srila Prabhupada then we GBCs and Gurus will not feel bad because we are lazy bastards and never go out on sankirtana ..so yes I know the game very well in ISKCON ;;NAME FAME AND GLORY..it is stupid game , Srila Raghunath das Goswami calls it taking a bath in the urin of a Donkey..how can you chant 64 rounds of the Mahamantra if you are taking a daily bath in Donkey urin ?
TEXT 6
are cetah prodyat-kapata-kuti-nati-bhara-khara-
ksaran-mutre snatva dahasi katham atmanam api mam
sada tvam gandharva-giridhari-pada-prema-vilasat-
sudhambhodhau snatva svam api nitaram mam ca sukhaya
O Mind, why do you burn us both by bathing in the urine trickling from the ass of great deviousness and hypocrisy? Instead, you should delight us by eternally bathing in the glistening nectar-ocean of pure love for Sri Sri Gandharva-Giridhari (Sri Sri Radha-Krsna).
TEXT 7
pratisthasa dhrsta svapaca-ramani me hrdi natet
katham sadhu-prema sprsati sucir etan nanu manah
sada tvam sevasva prabhu-dayita-samantam atulam
yatha tam niskasya tvaritam iha tam vesayati sah
as long as the impudent untouchable woman of the desire for fame dances in my heart, why should pure love for Radha-Krsna touch me? O mind, continuously serve my spiritual master, the leader of those who are dear to the Lord. Then my master will quickly kick out that harridan and allow that pure love to enter.
TEXT 8
yatha dustatvam me darayati sathasyapi krpaya
yatha mahyam premamrtam api dadaty ujjvalam asau
atha sri-gandharva-bhajana-vidhaye prerayati mam
tatha gosthe kakva giridharam iha tvam bhaja manah
So That He will mercifully smash my wickedness (even though I am a great rascal), so that He will give me the splendid nectar of transcendental love, and so He will engage me in Sri Radha’s service, please, O mind, with words choked with emotion, worship Lord Giridhari here in Vraja.