Dear Jambavan Prabhu
Please accept my humble obaisences
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
When Mother Govinda writes she had a dream of Srila Prabhupada I knew the importance of this.I have never met Srila Prabhupada in vapu form, but over the years I have had dreams sometimes of Srila Prabhupada that was as clear as the day, and not imaginary.In 2004 Srila Prabhupada appeared to me every night for 5 nights in a row in my dreams and he asked me
to leave Narayana Maharajas sanga and return to ISKCON, he told me he had very important service for me.I was in tears Srila
Prabhupada asked this of me,I said but Srila Prabhupada how can someone as fallen as me serve you.He smiling told me just depend on Krishna and speak the truth ,you will see how Krishna will use you for helping ISKCON.In another of those dreams I asked Srila Prabhupada if I could just stay outside of ISKCON and serve him ( as I had enough with corruption and deviations).He told me not to worry and that Krishna would protect me and help me, and he would be there to guide me.
Sadly I do not feel this kind of presence from Srila Prabhupada every day and his reasuring guidance.I also told Srila Prabhupada in one of these dreams that some of his disciples had no respect for younger devotees like myself and would not accept anything from me.He told me not to worry.I rarely share this with anyone, but as you are a dear friend,I share this in confidence.When I wrote this last year I had an 8 hours long discussion with Rupanuga Prabhu a few months before.
And I am sorry to say this I do have no doubt that Jayadvaita Swami and others where motivated by a desire for fame in overly editing Srila Prabhupadas books,and change the wordings of Srila Prabhupada in his own books.Such things are understood by a sincere disciple, but Jayadvaita Swami is not insincere, but somehow has imagined ,he could do with Srila Prabhupadas books as he liked.Why spend million dollars over this lawsuit, it would never please Srila Prabhupada.Now Jayadvaita Swami is against the ritviks distributing a million plates of prasadam daily to children, that even President Obama has praised, but he has BBT waste a million dollars for this nonsens lawsuit.I think you get the picture.I am not saying I agree with the ritviks, but they got tired with fallen Gurus, homosexual pedofiles, and persons even changing his books.So who can blame them really in loosing faith in the GBC?To accept a Guru is a must in spiritual life , but if the Guru is not in control of his senses even and an advanced devotee.It is better to simply worship Srila Prabhupada.There is so many more things to say.But I will leave it as this.
Thank you for being a servant of the Absolute Truth,Sri Krishna and being serious and open minded about this.Jayadvaita Swami and others know if Srila Prabhupada original books get distributed , everyone will want them and not his and Dravidas editing.Let the BBT put it to a test and see ,what edition the devotees out of their own free will want to distribute.But often their
is no free will in ISKCON, and others want to think for you and manipulate you.Bookdistribution is way down in Europe and USA,this is one of the courses.And the indivdual GBC's are mostly not serious about increasing the distribution of Srila Prabhupadas books what to speak of setting a good example by going out on bookdistribution and inspire others by example.
Srila Prabhupada said I did not come to create this sitting down class of men,I like to add but vaisnava heroes that distribute his books.(see SB 7.9.44 purport)